This Is Getting Ridonk

When will it stop?  Or at least calm down?

Why can't I be "normal"?

When Will The Mind Settle?

Never.

But I'm hoping it goes down to at least manageable

Sigh. Can't Sleep...

...too many things on my mind.  Doubt, frustration, worry.

I am optimistic that it will be better soon.

Soon can't come soon enough.

Just gotta keep fighting through this and be mindful, thankful and grateful with the way things are for now