Up The Wall

So tiling penny tiles in my latest home reno is going exactly how I thought it would be going: slow and tedious. But I think I'm still enjoying it. I think. It's a Christmas Miracle! Or something like that. 

As always, can't wait for it to be done so I can break my house again and start a new project. Basement, is that you calling? Or, you know, maybe hire someone (said the guy who is waiting to win the lottery) 

So How Was That Boat Ride?

Oh, you know...a little barfy.

So no to cruises again? Prolly not. But I still had fun!

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I kind of miss having that optimism of thinking there is someone out there.  Realism sucks sometimes, but I have to accept, no? Ah well. Maybe next lifetime 

Weighing Risks

Seems about to be 200lbs or so?  Well whatever the case, I'm starting to get tentative. For example, I find myself asking myself if I should be playing bball with the risk of injury before my vacation. Why, just last night I played full court for the first time in months and lo and behold, I strained the ankle.

Also, I haven't ran in two weeks. I fear I'm getting slothy again. 

Also, after about a month or more of not watching prok...I just broke that cycle. But, luckily it's not the same!

Also, I need to stop thinking again. I was doing much better before. 

Also, I refinanced my mortgage. So adult. 

Also, I'm planning my renoes again. Also, when exactly will I have the time/energy for that again?

Also, holy barf of thoughts typing with one finger

With The Sicks

Frickin hell second time being sick in three weeks. What in the actual?

"Can You Chew Gum On The Boat?"

First Question posed to me from my son upon me telling him I'm going on a cruise.

I live for the randomness

Dabbit

So my boy came home from camp "dabbing". Gawd damn I could never get into that crap and it actually made me want to jab the person who taught him that

"Is That Santa Claus Daddy?"

https://youtu.be/7scbdxigicg

That's my boy, cracking me up as always 

Oof. Stomach Punch?

Perhaps.

How did I find myself here again?  Lots to contemplate, lots to learn. Especially in life 😳

Grown Ass Men Shouldn't Be Drinking Blue Drinks, Right?

Screw it though, I enjoy it.  Especially when it's only $1 at Harvey's.

Cheap guy score!

Hold The Door Hodor

So six years later the reveal is there. So sad, GoT

Why Yes, Buh...

...it appears that I still do keep (very sparingly) this blog active.  Just saw when I first started and whoa, 12 years later, it's still here.

I find that I get tentative looking back on my posts.  It's a reflection and a recording of how much my life has changed in a dozen years.

Am I at where I want to be in life at this point?  Honestly, the answer to that is "where did I even think I was going to be?"  I know now not to have these idealized visions of happiness or success or of life itself...I just have to go through thoughts/feelings/actions every day hoping for the best.  And usually? It turns out pretty good!  There will always, always be ups and downs.  I just gotta ride the wave and try to have fun while it happens.

With that said...what's next?  Also, what's with the anxiety?

Acura Rims On A Honda?

Is this what it's become?

Hell yeah!

Hoping to get it today...

"Don't Ever Feel Guilty"

Another Tremendous conversation as said by Dip. Right. Because it's that easy

Closer To 40 Than 30

Whoa

Being Sick Ain't Sick

In that slang way. Bleh. 

Lowest Point

This is the lowest point I've ever felt like as a parent. I hate myself right now. I just hope that this is the start of me rectifying my behavior and actions. I feel sick

Where Did That Chipmunk Come From?

Cray

The List For 2016

1. Do that thing

2. Finish this thing

3. Start those things

4. Repeat #2 a few times

That just about wraps that up.

Keep looking forward and figure it out as you go along and don't forget to smile 😁