Not To Be Too Dramatic But...

...this is literally the last few minutes of me being in my 30’s.

40. 40!!!

I wasn’t handling this sudden realization of oldness (at least what I always thought of what is considered old when I was, well, younger) a few weeks ago. But, in light of all that is happening in this world, I’ve come around to the acceptance of it...just needed to prep for it. Haa.

I’m grateful and appreciative of the life I’ve lived so far; all the experiences, both happy and sad, all the highs and lows. I’m extremely lucky to have met all the people I have in my life, for every one of them came with a reason and brought some sort of meaning (even if I don’t know what it is).

Family and friends (even though I doubt anyone reads this blog anymore), thank you for everything! Special shoutouts to my son and my chipmunk especially.  Gawd I’m making this a eulogy, but whateves.

Whatever my 40’s bring, let’s do this! Just gotta avoid this virus for now. Haa again.

Anxious Times Ahead

As I sit here typing out words for the first time in months, it's filled with a lot of...emotions.  Happiness, anxiety, worry, sense of fatalism...it's all there.

COVID-19 is the biggest thing right now. It's that sense of unknown; the fear of not knowing what to do if the big one hits.  Definitely a representation of how ignorant humans are and how the superiority they feel is not real.  Are we really in control of our lives?

Lots of thoughts; but I do counteract it with a happy one.  Let's do this!