I Need A(n electrical) Spark

Construction continues...and so does life. Which means I'm running tired trying to fix stuff up. Oh and the stress of getting in a sheet metal worker because the other guy was quoting me at $4500. Wtf? Time for me to learn metal bending!

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So grateful to have my chipmunk in my life. Love you three!

And It Begins! (*Gulp*)

Permit approved...demolition begins. Stress time cometh (/shrug emoticon)

But first! Beach time tomorrow with the Bataclans (after Sauble on Canada Day with the salsa folks)

Permit To Build?

Permit for stress...haven't even started the process yet and I already feel stressed. 

Gonna be an interesting couple of months!

Looking For Whelmed

Feeling a bit over lately for whatever reason. 

Gotta find some balance and have to release some of this anxiety somehow.

The craziness that happened at Yonge/Finch today certainly didn't help. Those poor people, walking the same streets I've walked countless times 😑

Seven!

All the festivities have come and gone and now I have a standing seven year old. Wtf?!? I still think of him as a toddler!

Yesterday he said to me "okay bye Jason". Haaaaaaa. My boy

Multi-Slow-Task

Sometimes I think I do too much at once, and then everything suffers. Laundry room is coming along but slowly...which means other things, like, I dunno...running...doesn't happen. 

And now I'm getting quite lazy(er) and not even caring that in doing my laundry at the laundromat wasting monies. I'm gonna blame that food poisoning I had a bit back and that I'm getting anxiety about going to court for work in May. Blah

Okay, gotta get back to it...don't need to know where you're going as long as you keep moving forward!

Confrontations

For some reason I absolutely dread confrontations at work, specifically with operators that are known to bitchy. I hadn't even met this one operator in person (spoke to her on the phone one time) but I just know tomorrow when I see her (I'm doing a re-inspection) it's gonna be ridiculous. 

I hope one of these days I grow that thick skin I've always wanted, as opposed to the fatty skin I always have (haa)

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My person has parents that will always cause grief (more to her, but still some to me).  Speaking of confrontations, hope tha never happens!

Workworkworkworkwork

Killin' it at work, full planning ahead with the laundry room (first!), buying stuff and things for the kitchen (two bloody base cabinets were $$$ but I always buy stuffs on sale), boy with me all week.

I'm kinda tired too, but I have been stretching and squatting every day still as per my New Years reso...hope I can keep it up!

New Year ‘18

It’s that time again! Semi-Unrealistic New Years resolution time:

1. Don’t use my phone as much while driving/while with my kid
2. Stretch at least 4 minutes a day
3. Start reno projects/finish reno projects
4. Continue drinking more veggies/fruits
5. Push ups
6. Dance better
7. Love better

On-Callin'

...and yet another year I work on-call during this time. I'm not actually that upset about this or anything, as its time to make that mon-ayyyeee.

Life is going by actually pretty fast though...King Ralph is retiring after 37 years of service. Jeez...I'm sad about it as he is the one to have hired me. I do owe a lot to the man!

Been Over A Month Now...

...since my meltdown. 

I'm still lucky 😁

Not so lucky? My BUFF.  Why do bad things happen to good people?

Everytime I Try To Be Productive...

...I don't. Blah

Things Happen Within A Month

Just thinking about how messed up I was just a few weekends ago...and now I'm good and better. 

I'm a pretty lucky guy 😁

Literally

So my boy uses the word "literally" now. Literally...wtf?

Google Homed

Another step towards having absolutely no privacy ever!

The future is now, the end is near, enjoy as much as you can, so I hear

Monday’s Great Date Night

Taco Bell, Kingsmen, Reconnecting.

My heart is full, my stomach is polluted.

Haa. Love my Chipmunk

Nothing Butter

Than garlic butter face

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My heart, pride and feelings still irrationally and frustratingly hurt by very little triggers and it’s not fair to others. I gotta shake it off and see what’s in front of my face now and the future...still though*

(*unfortunately it feels like there will always be a “still though”. Self-sabotage? No just me being a headass)

List Of Togetherness

I could get used to this.

Still a ways to go though...how things change over time

Everything Happens For A Reason

...even if you don't know what that reason is. 

I believe it, I think I always have.

I also think I'll become more secure again as time goes on. Or insecure. I guess it depends. /*earth shattering revelation here*

"We're Gonna Take It Slow"

/wide eyes emoji. 

Whatever, I love my weirdo