Trying so hard not to get within my shell again and implode.
Resisting the urge to sabotage myself.
I have an opportunity to make things okay but I can’t stop the negative thoughts.
I just want to avoid everyone including the person I’m not supposed to.
I’m so embarrassed and full of shame and anxiety and I don’t know who to turn to.
Have to put on a happy face, at least for my boy.
Gotta get this right
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