Monday, March 31, 2014

Gazing At My Boy

My baby just turned three yesterday...which I now consider the best day of the year.  Had a nice little get together, with the family over (including ex-in-laws).

Caught myself gazing at my boy today, dressing himself and telling me he wants to do it by himself and getting mad at me when I tried to help him.

Never felt such joy and sadness at the same time.

These are those days I never want to end.

(I'm seriously way too emotional for my own good). 

Also just watched the series finale of How I Met Your Mother...sweet story and I feel like it kind of echoes how I wanted my life to be like. My head will forever be in the clouds, I fear 

Monday, March 24, 2014

Here Comes The Approach…

…to mid-thirties!

Time flies, and I feel like I already lived a whole life. I hope the next stages of my life are equally as exciting, challenging, happy and of course, even better.

Thankful for the life I had and the people who were/are in it.

Hopefully in the future I start forgiving myself more and being less hard on myself as well

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Memories Fading

Still not sure of myself or what I'm doing.

Just keep going and smiling!

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My boy is getting much smarter now. Really loving this age, even though he is a handful at times

Sunday, March 16, 2014

That Was Confusing

I'll find it. Eventually. I hope.

I can't give up.  Right?


Saturday, March 15, 2014

Hey Now

Watch out now

Thursday, March 13, 2014

I'll Never Forget Though

Still don't know where this life is taking me. Definitely trying to enjoy the ride along the way, especially when I think about where I was just even a month ago.  Not quite how I wanted it to go (picking myself up by myself) but I hope I'm stronger for it.

Goodbye vs. Letting Go...

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Things Are Going

Hoping it lasts.

At least my mind isn't going in hyper overdrive (is moment, anyway).

What am I doing again?

Thursday, March 06, 2014

That Was Awesome

Yeah, weird.

Still figuring things out though

Wednesday, March 05, 2014

Fun So Far

If nothing else, I'm glad that those thoughts are there and the compliments too.

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Watch the frame! Keep elbow out in front, not really moving it too front or back 

Sunday, March 02, 2014

Don't Overthink

Yet I kind of know already?

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Was recently thinking about when I was the most happiest during that time, and also feeling sadness that it would not last and that I could not just focus in and get lost in that moment.

Such is the way I am.

Life moves forward no matter what.

One day I will get there in terms of that again. I can only hope