As always, can't wait for it to be done so I can break my house again and start a new project. Basement, is that you calling? Or, you know, maybe hire someone (said the guy who is waiting to win the lottery)
Sunday, December 25, 2016
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
Oh, you know...a little barfy.
So no to cruises again? Prolly not. But I still had fun!
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I kind of miss having that optimism of thinking there is someone out there. Realism sucks sometimes, but I have to accept, no? Ah well. Maybe next lifetime
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Seems about to be 200lbs or so? Well whatever the case, I'm starting to get tentative. For example, I find myself asking myself if I should be playing bball with the risk of injury before my vacation. Why, just last night I played full court for the first time in months and lo and behold, I strained the ankle.
Also, I haven't ran in two weeks. I fear I'm getting slothy again.
Also, after about a month or more of not watching prok...I just broke that cycle. But, luckily it's not the same!
Also, I need to stop thinking again. I was doing much better before.
Also, I refinanced my mortgage. So adult.
Also, I'm planning my renoes again. Also, when exactly will I have the time/energy for that again?
Also, holy barf of thoughts typing with one finger
Monday, September 12, 2016
Wednesday, August 24, 2016
Wednesday, August 17, 2016
Saturday, July 09, 2016
Monday, June 27, 2016
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Monday, May 23, 2016
Friday, May 06, 2016
...it appears that I still do keep (very sparingly) this blog active. Just saw when I first started and whoa, 12 years later, it's still here.
I find that I get tentative looking back on my posts. It's a reflection and a recording of how much my life has changed in a dozen years.
Am I at where I want to be in life at this point? Honestly, the answer to that is "where did I even think I was going to be?" I know now not to have these idealized visions of happiness or success or of life itself...I just have to go through thoughts/feelings/actions every day hoping for the best. And usually? It turns out pretty good! There will always, always be ups and downs. I just gotta ride the wave and try to have fun while it happens.
With that said...what's next? Also, what's with the anxiety?