...it appears that I still do keep (very sparingly) this blog active. Just saw when I first started and whoa, 12 years later, it's still here.
I find that I get tentative looking back on my posts. It's a reflection and a recording of how much my life has changed in a dozen years.
Am I at where I want to be in life at this point? Honestly, the answer to that is "where did I even think I was going to be?" I know now not to have these idealized visions of happiness or success or of life itself...I just have to go through thoughts/feelings/actions every day hoping for the best. And usually? It turns out pretty good! There will always, always be ups and downs. I just gotta ride the wave and try to have fun while it happens.
With that said...what's next? Also, what's with the anxiety?