Had it, lost it because it wasn't exactly what I thought it was.
Now I'm left questioning if I ever made any right decisions about it.
I told myself I'd never settle and that I would be patient. Why can't I change?
Where is my confidence?
When will I realize that life will never go the way you exactly want it?
When will I stop complaining and putting my life at a standstill and just...live happily?
I lost focus. I have to be happy we myself first. Sigh.
Get up, wake up and shake it up