...gotta keep pushing forward.
I'm very frustrated with myself and my inabilities right now. I am also extremely embarrassed of how I'm making things go and affecting people's lives. I hate it. Hate it.
I don't want to be a burden to anyone. I never did. I'm very thankful for the people in my life that is making it thousands of times easier for me.
I have to keep focussing and continue on doing the best I can...